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Do Not Read

Mon May 21, 2007, 1:43 PM
Disclaimer: Do NOT read this journal entry if you are extremely young, offended by extremely graphic language, violence, screaming, etc. etc. etc.

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Why the HELL have I been so DAMN sick for TWO MONTHS!? Because we have a worthless, craptastic system down. My mother isn't helping me much either, just shouting off orders and pissing me off. I'll be taking 20-30 "herbal" pills at a time in a day or two. Bullshit. Yeah, it might help, but I'm not going to do it if my mom continues to be some ****ing ****y. Yeah, I gave you a disclaimer, and yeah, I sensored that because I'm a damn pansy who cows down to my girlfriend's parents so much that refrain from voicing my real thoughts because of them. I don't really want you to read this anyway, I just want to get it down. The point is, all of this crap is going on around me, like finals and sickness, that leads to stress in all of my relationships. The last thing I want to do is hurt Courtney, but when I get angry, oh so angry, and tired, and violent... It's hard not to hurt people. For those who see me lose it, know that my tears are not the gentle tears of desperate sadness, but liquid fire burning from the fury of my eyes. I don't play fair. I would lose in any straightforward fight, but I use weapons. Right now, I just want to break something. Unfortunately, I have the self-control to prevent that. Well, I'm slightly less pissed now.

  • Mood: Steaming
  • Listening to: Rock. Very hard rock
  • Reading: It's not important
  • Watching: Screw watching
  • Playing: What could I POSSIBLY be playing while typing
  • Eating: See above
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Current Residence: EVERYWHERE
  • Interests: Making games, and art for games
  • Favourite movie: V for Vendetta, or Ghost Rider
  • Favourite band or musician: Rush, hands down. ROCK ON, 2112!!
  • Favourite genre of music: Everything but Rap... Remember... Rap+C equals CRAP!
  • Favourite artist: Not quite sure
  • Favourite style of art: Digital, graphite, pastel, and watercolor
  • Operating System: Windows XP Professional. Wish EXE's worked in Linux...
  • Shell of choice: Do WHAT!?
  • Skin of choice: The skin I'm in
  • Favourite game: Hard choice...
  • Favourite gaming platform: Computer. All you people saying the 360 is great will be crying when you have a silicon cookie!
  • Personal Quote: I didn't say you could die! Keep fighting!
  • Tools of the Trade: Acrylics, Watercolor, Graphite, Computer Effects

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:iconchobaryu:
Even though you never check this x3

You've been huggled :hug:

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're a bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
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10-& Up you're a great friend

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:iconchobaryu:
Today's the day to spread some love. Send this heart to all your best buds, and me if I am one.

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Heya ^^

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I was a Japanophile before it was cool! =D

Chobaryu is taking commissions! She needs them to help pay for necessities until she can get a job! ;v;
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:thumbsup:

Prefer the old cybie as well. Mostly down to the fact that it was rubbish that you could only hurt him with the soul cube in doom3, the circumstance defeating the thrill of going toe to toe with the beast.

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It's fonny cuz i don't know em!
:iconmspheonix:
You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...

Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..

1-3 ~ you're a bad friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're great friend

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thank you very very much for the fav :boogie:
:iconryfusd:
Thank you for the fave =D
:iconmspheonix:
Thanks for the watch, Tyler-san! :glomp:

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:iconchobaryu:
a lucky star dropped on earth 1 night, and it asked me "what do u want?a million dollars, or a true friend?". I chose a million dollars.....because i already got you.*Send this to 20 of ur truest friends of DA, if u don't you will have bad luck with friendships for the rest of ur life!!! If u get this back ur a true friend..

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I wuv you, me koibito (lover) ^ ^

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